Your heart never lie

Assalamualaikum~

Only u know, what is inside ur heart

No matter

how long u think its gone

it will come back to haunt u

Because for a moment

u think, ur heart is playing with u

But, if u listen to "it" well

u will understand it.

Is it possible?

to forget a person?

Even u already try harder?

They said,

times heal everything

U thought everything is  okay

But, the truth is

Ur brain only think that

Because....

Ur heart never lie,

its just u finding ur excuse 

To get away from the pain

u know the heart not lying

Because...

u still care

u still feel the pain

u still wait 

The heart ache

Every time 

"U REMEMBER HIM"

.P/S: deep inside your heart you know what you should do..........:)

weirdo?

People always don’t understand me well, maybe because i always don’t want to understand other people too.

The people that I think understand me well, is my sister. But she also always argues with me with small matter.

We always fighting and arguing~I think that is sisterhood, we fight and reconcile after that.

People said that im a stubborn. Its just people don’t understand me.

Why are they saying im stubborn?

Sometimes I cant express my feeling well, but sometimes I can be so straightforward.

Even me,myself didn’t understand myself better.

Im weird. I have my own world.

People often told me I have 110% confident, means that, I always so confident. But the fact actually, im feeling so timid.i always feel insecure about myself.

I just need to build that mask so that people will see that I am a strong and confident girl.

I didn’t isolate myself, im trying to blend in.

But, somehow…people will just find im weird.

I can be a talkative person, and then turn to quite person.

I love peace, but I cant stand alone too.

jiyeon bullying?

Ok...
I have been hiatus for about urm about 2 weeks?
Then, when i go online im so suprise with the news hwayoung is not T-ara member anymore.
and then, there a story all the t-ara member is bullying hwayoung...
and what my heart torn apart is because my lovely jiyeon
is accusing slapped hwayoung.

I dont know the real story..
whether its true or not..
But, deep inside my heart..
i know jiyeon didnt do it..

i think all of this thing happen
because of someone scheme.
Well..jiyeon have a lot of antis.
The story doesn't feel so right.

Im not really hwayoung hater nor she is my bias
But i really dont have  a thing for her before this
i know her, but i dont really give my attention to her
untill recently...
she doing good in 'day by day'
she can rap after all..

so, my clarification about jiyeon?
urm,for me
i think she know that she is an idol
and she will not do that(slapping hwayoung) when she know everybody is still there
She might think the consequences about it later..

well, i feel sorry for her..
she and other T-ara member will feel burden after this case.
and the hard time and malicious comment the antis and the fan turn hater because of this incident..
Even me,myself  reading those comment make me heartache and crying..
and what about her?
i want to go to her and hug her and tell her its all right,
because i believe in her..
nobody what other people say...:(
I hope you strong my baby dino..:(

After this incident remind me of
'the greatest love' k-drama
haha..if you guys already watched it then u'all know what i mean
And last but not least,

Please give her and other t-ara member time..
we dont know the real situation,
but we keep blaming her..

p/s:im not blaming hwayoung too.. i just hope its all be alright, and it only the antis that spreading the irresponsible gossip. and now im imagining jiyeon crying reading all those comments.. owh and i read about the L didnt give jiyeon his phone number but want to stick with hwayoung during the championship idol.. idk. its dont have a definite fact.people just trying to dragging this issue.and i dont like it.

latest update

Assalamualaikum..........

:)

Ok skrg just nak bagi tau..
Now im at my hometown..
Hehe...
Aq da abis belajar so aq membuang diri di sabah kembali..
well aq mmg miss ngan puncak alam..(yeke?)
Tp aq excited juga balik sabah..yeehaa...

Anyway, this gonna be
simple and straightforward
because im so busy now*kununla bz..
Aq sekarang da jadi pengangur terhormat..
n skrg aq da xda duet, so klu xda duet mean x bole beli mcm2
uwaa..TT.TT

Ok tu jer..
hahhaa
actually bayak yg aq mw hapdet..
tp oleh kerana tahap kemalasan aq melampau2
so, sampai di sini sajala cerita kita ni kan..
ok chau..smpi kita bertemu lg..
ahaks..

oya, nak bgtau...
smlm aq mimpi gigi aq patah..
apa maksud dia tu ah?
sbb org cakap klu gg patah ada org terdekat meninggal?
ermm...anyway..tu jerla..tata..
babai..
xoxo

Shinhwa's Eric Revealed to be jiyeon's uncle fan

Comedian Jang Dong Hyuk revealed that Shinhwa's Eric is a T-ara fan during T-ara's 1st Fan Meeting Event at Kyunghee University, Peace Hall.

Being the MC of T-ara's official fan club QUEENS meeting, he said that he uploaded a photo of him with T-ara while at the waiting room. At then, Shinhwa's Eric left a message saying, "Kindly tell Jiyeon I'm a fan of hers." Jiyeon who had mixed emotions about it replied, "Uncle Eric, thank you. Please show us a lot of love and interest. I hope that you will keep looking after and supporting us."

MC Jang Dong Hyuk tried to make Jiyeon tell Eric his famous line on his drama, "Eric Oppa, my heart is on fire because of you." However, Jiyeon politely refused by saying that she needs the QUEENS permission in able to do that.

Meanwhile, T-ara has come back with Day by Day and will hold their first national concert this coming August 11.

Cr. Mydaily via Nate
Translated by: Glazella @JiyeonWorldwide

Possibilities of jiyeon and yesung dating.?

Assalamualaikum~ and hello to all my shining sunshine!

Ok i just read somewhere
Its about jiyeon and yesung
Though i know a lot of people(esp yesung fan) will unhappy read my post
but well, its just my opinion and i want to know what do you think?
Well for me, i dont mind..keke..
If my jiyeon is happy, then im happy for her....

Well here are some of the evidence that i can gather
But, i will let you all judge this by yourself..:)
and please no hate...

They wearing the same bracelet and ring:maybe its just coincidental.i dont know

They even have the same hp cover..? can it be coincidental?

Jiyeon also follow yesung on twitter..

We know that she only follow a few closed friend

and yesung is one of them.

She follow other people, and then she unfollow them

But for yesung, she still follow him..hermm...

Yesung also only follow Jiyeon from her group, 

and jiyeon too..she only follow yesung from Suju....

Ah, and i also found this on twitter..

with the caption...

"YeSung went shopping and stop in front of this shop on June 06, and JiYeon’s birthday is the next day :((("

source:@MegSoepardjo

So guys? what do you think?

Well yesung is abit older for jiyeon actually,

but, they say love conquer all..hehe..

Im happy for both of them if this true..

But,if its not true, im sorry that i make up this story..

Its just im a delusional fan..hahaha....

Pic taken from: http://blog.yahoo.com/_FWTYUR5WEQ67OVAI72H4I4MONI/articles/315980/index#

adios...xoxo:)

Edit

Ok this video really shocked me..hehe
well, i can say its strong evidence follow after all the evidence here..
But, still..its still a rumor...
I dont know the truth about it,
but if both of them is dating,
so what? hehe

Jiyeon caller ringtone is Yesung's Song!!hehe
"It has to be you"...aww so sweet... :):)
This video taken from iu dream concert,
she called jiyeon that day..

So what you guys think?hehe..
 crdt:theecacute 

Puncak Alam da x selamat?

Assalamualaikum~!!
And Hello to all my shining star...

Sekarang ni kes ragut dan rogol semakin menjadi2..
Lebih2 lagi di kawasan student cam kat puncak alam ni.
Dahla puncak alam ni sunyi, x  ramai orang,
Aritu pun ada dengar ada kes budak kena rogol kat shah alam..
anyway, tu kes shah alam,
yang ni, baru2 ni dengar pula kawan cakap ada student kena rogol!
Ish3..menakutkan weh~
Dari yang dorang cakap tu, dia kena rogol berhampiran dengan area2 klinik 1Malaysia,
d fasa 3, sapa2 yang dok bandar puncak alam ni tau la kat mna tu..

oh yes, n pastu dengar2 lagi cerita ada kat blok jasmine..
Salah satu apartment di fasa 3..
Ada student ka apa ka, x tau la..
Tp yg penting perempuan..
Dorg dapat surat ugutan dari manusia yg tidak dikenali..
Surat tu lebih kurang macam ni la bunyinya,
"Aku akan rogol korang semua seorang demi seorang"
Scary kan?? sapa x takut bila da dpat surat camtu...ish3...

And then, kes ragut pula..
My friend punya friend sendiri yang terkono ni..
Dia pergi beli air kelapa dekat ngan bustop d fasa 3,
pastu ada 2 org lelaki ragut kawan aq ni...
lelaki tu siap turun dari motor, pegi ragut si kawan ni...
Ni bukan lagi kes ragut dari motor, tp dorg da plan awal2...
Kawan aq pnya kawan tu cakap la juga, dia mmg rasa mcm diperhatikan masa mula2 membeli
tp x sangka lak camni kejadiannya..

Dulu, Mcd puncak alam diragut, dala 2 kali mcd tu di ragut..
ish2..Dunia skrg ni mmg x selamat da...
Dulu aq relax jak berjalan kat puncak alam ni
tp skrg aq rasa mcm semua org pun saspek utama...hahaha.....
matikla camni..sentiasa hidup dalam ketakutan...

So nasihat aq kawan2,
janganla selalu balik lewat malam, n jangan berjalan bersendirian
kalau ada ilmu pertahanan diri pun,
kena juga berhati2...
Orang macam ni kan., kalau da bertekad mmg kita x bole lawan,
especially girls d luar sana tu...

Untill then..bye2..
xoxo:)

Eunjung replace jiyeon in running man

oh well im a little disappointed, because i thought i can see jijoon moment here...

but, maybe jiyeon still not recovered yet

Hopefully she can rest well..:)