Mengadu pada Allah SWT lebih baik

Assalamualaikum...

Macam lama sudah tak update blog kan.
anyway aritu janji nak update my journey dalam misi menguruskan badan, malangnya kesibukan serta kemalasan telah melanda.. Lagi2 time raya ni kan.

Kadang2 terasa hati. Yalah, sebab kan orang selalu pikir aq ni jenis yang xda problem haha.
abis aku jenis yang happy go lucky and bukan jenis yg suka share my inner feeling even utk my bff or my sister.
mungkin sebab aku memang jenis yang macam tu. sejenis orang yang tertutup even pada luaran aku seperti orang yang terbuka. Maybe even my bff yang kenal aku bertahun2 memang tak akan tahu apa sebenarnya yang terbuku dalam hati, apatah lagi stranger kan.. haha

Oh kalau ada yang cakap.; eleh kau mana ada perasaan, eley kau mana pandai marah; aku tgk kau macam takda masalah ja etc etc aku memang camtu my real emotion susah aku nak tunjukkan. actually ni one of my bad habit sbb jenis yang suka memendam rasa. Hope one day aku akan jumpa some1 yang aku bole share my feeling freely. dan aku adalah sejenis orang yang suka menulis, sama ada aku meluah dalam diari aku or dalam blog ni haha.

anyway, my point actually, Yup I do have my own problem, Yup I do have the time when I feel like im breaking to pieces its just i didnt talk it loud or show it. Sebab apa? sebab aku jenis yang tak kisah. Sebab aku tahu bila aku share benda2 tu semua no one will take it seriously, no one will believe me, so I keep it in my own. Allah kan ada.

Yup, aku banyak mengadu kepada Allah. sebab tu la aku masih boleh bertahan. aku tahu Allah sentiasa mendengar, dan Allah sentiasa ada disisiku. so every burden that i have in my chest I ALWAYS share it to Allah SWT. whether im crying, im sad or im happy.

All the pain in my chest would be lifted. I know im always the lone ranger, so I have to take care my own self because no one will.

In the end, manage yourself and love yourself, give more to people out here. living your life while you can.

I change for the better life

Assalamualaikum!

Gila lama tidak menulis and im a bit missing my little room to expressing my thought!
Rasa cam akward mau menulis sbb sudah berbulan bulan tidak menulis 😂😂 and im gonna tell u my post kali ni agak panjang and i little update about my life so far.

Reason aku menulis semula? Sebab i need some journal where i can share all my progress in losing my weight. Aku terbaca it help u and motivate u more  bila u share target yg u nak tu..

Well target i'olss opkoss laa nak menurunkan berat badan kan😅😅 mmg target serta impian yg berkurun lamanya tersimpan wakakaka! Anyway; i can say that this year im heading towards the goal in a positive way. Yipppi!

I want to share to you guys; i LOST almost 13kg in just appx 1 year. Well i started my diet religiously on november last year so i cant say it already 1 year la kan.  I know my progress a bit slow; but the journey is worth it.

A lot of changes happen to my body and im loving it.
The journey make me love my body even more. I appreciate and love every inch of part on my body. Thats it, i feel so much puas after exercising and sweating;taking care my body. Susah nak describe feeling dia; camna ah😅😅. Kalau iolss makan benda yang tak sihat automatic rasa bersalah and will try to make up to it by exercising.
Betul apa yg dorang cakap, if u want to lost weight, love ur body 1st. I do understand what it means now😘😘. If uolss x cintakan badan awak, mesti main hentam ja kan makan benda2 yang tak sihat tu😂😂.

Ehem.. so, baru lost 13kg kan. Ahh ni laa skrg nak start smula yang berabisss hati punya rutin. Belum sampai lagi pergi ideal weight tu sbnrnya. Kena buang 10kg lagi 😉😉. So this is my challenge for now! Lost 10kg!

Dorang cakap, bila da turun byk mmg lagi susah nak turun lepaih tu. No no no, i know i can do it. And i need uolls punyaa semangat peliss deh give me!😂😂

Aha! Anyway mesti uolss trtanya2 berat iolss dlu berapa kan😂😂. Ekceli i is malu nak bagitau😛😖 but for the research purpose i bagitau jugala yer.
Dlu berat aku 72kg😰😰, now 59kg😉😉. Hihik.
Ada gambo aku masa aku gemok 😂😢😢klu x caya.😢😢uuuu skrg ni xdela selim cuma skrang lebih kepada fit yeahh💪💪💪

bulat ka x bulat😂😂

And i shall let u see me in other pictures😂😂 ekceli iolss ni jarang ambil gambar satu badan penuh yala badan i comeyy sangad kan😂😂

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and i presenting u

Me before u😂

My hall of embarassment. Pic ni x pernah disclose kat luar okeh

Aku rasa masa ni diriku sangatla kurus. Over konfiden okeh!

Selpi bulat😂😂

And that was then. And now i presenting the latest me.LOL.

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I was 61kg this time

This was in feb if im not mistaken, n i think my weight was 64kg during this time

Feb

This was in december last year, notice that my dress a bit "large" for me cause my fren use my old measurement😂😂

Well this is my all time feveret picture why not put this one here after all the embarassment picture😂😂

Alright. Its time to say gudnite? 😜

all the pic is the mark for  the end of this post. I know my english n grammar berterabur jangan nak suka suki bash i okeh, hahah sebab da lama tak tulis english and i want to improve my english n i think im more comfortable to  write in english😂 eventho its a bit kucar kacir but heyy its my blog😉. My friends ramai yg tanya apa tips bole kurangkan berat badan mcm tu. Yela setelah berkurun kan barula tahun ni mcm dpt direalisasikan azam ni hehe;btw iolls akan cerita and more to motivation la org ckp dlam my next post. Kalau i tak busy buat kuih raya yer😂😂..So stay tune. 

Before i end my post, i would like to ucapkan selamat berpuasa kepada semua umat islam. Banyakkan amal ibadah tym puasa ni, stay hydrated and stay lovely.😘😘

Assalamualaikum..

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